Lately I’ve felt weird. I think it is probably just symptoms of Senioritis, but I feel like I’ve been tested this semester with adequacy issues. First off, this semester I have my internship at a design firm in Kansas City. I know I’ve been doing this design jig for 4 years almost, but every week I still enter the building slightly intimidated. Not to mention, because of this “real life” transitioning I’ve needed to transition into a more professional look, i.e. business casual. This has really taken a toll on my Sanrio collection. Kidding, but seriously.. I used to have no problem shopping and finding things that I loved, and made people say “that’s so you” or “only you could pull that off that well.” Probably because they though my outfits were like a crazy person’s, but still! I had a style. A statement. Now I’m buying blazers and lacy tops, but only if Ferrell gives me the OK. I can’t help but think I peaked in High School in the “having everything together” category.
I share this with everyone who is going through life's anxiety. It's that DFW guy I told you about, and in many ways it's my manifesto. Enjoy, hope it helps.
http://goaheadsueme.blogspot.com/2005/05/david-foster-wallace-at-kenyon-college.html
flower girl. that's the only jig i'll be doing.
girl. i'm 24 and i'm in the same exact boat. i think we go thru our whole lives trying to figure out what we want to be. now the bridesmaid part…i'll do it. linzer can be a flower girl. don't get married though-no one deserves you…yet.