product of the 80s

Aside from getting up to shower at 9, making lunch and going to the bathroom a couple times, my butt was sitting my bed for 12 hours today while i reminisced on my old childhood toy, the Lite-Brite…

















and watched an awesome 80s vid perhaps for some inspiration. I wish the 80’s would have never left..

Oh Hai Princess

This past week was so crazy and so amazing, and to be honest I can’t believe it was real. I got the opportunity to participate in an international project where 77 young artists from 7 schools in poland, germany, belgium, france, and ireland came together for week-long workshops in different facets of art leading up to a big exhibition held at the castle of Namedy, Germany. I took the photography workshop, because this was actually the form my photo class was in this semester for Trier. There were also workshops in ceramics, architecture, land art, metal sculpture, visual art and illustration, performance and media. Everyone stayed in hostels in the town over called Andernach, and we took a 5 min train every morning to Namedy to work on our projects at the castle all day, and came back every night to chill. For some reason I was really outgoing all week, and ended up meeting almost all of the 77 student and it was so much fun and some of my french came back to moemory and i also learned a few things in polish!


Communication the whole week was extremely interesting because it played so many good and bad roles. There were a few kids who didn’t talk much at all and after a few drinks weren’t so afraid to speak in english with me, and then there were kids who were extremely talkative and funny with little mistakes. I didn’t really get much feedback for my project at all, which was the worst part of the language barrier, but it was also good to have such a new experience of being so free in what I chose to do and how I did it. I learned that I didn’t really care for it and I work the best with rules, but good times anyway! My old roommate Silke was incharge of the whole thing, with another guy Dirk, and I was so impressed with them. It really was an amazing opportunity and I was so happy to get Silkes text offering me a place at the castle!

Here are a few of the photos I had in my final presentation. I hung 7 frames from a tree in the courtyard with my photographs in them, and left one frame open. It was the biggest gold frame, and I set up a small table infront of it with 3 disposable cameras for anyone and everyone to take pictures of themselves through the frame. It went along with the theme of the whole project which was “transforming memories.” My concept was based on how the too-good-to-be-true reality of being in a castle and being surrounded by so many artists and creative energy was just so surreal and didn’t really feel “real”. This was reflected in my photos by taking real things and making them abstract and dreamlike. And I was happy because I didn’t have to touch them in photoshop minus the red one where 2 pictures were put together. Here they are, hope you like em!


Thanksgiving

I came to Nashville on a whim, and my broad dream to see as much of the world as I can, so when I was given a few months of free time before going to study abroad I decided to not spend it in Lawrence where all my friends would be going to class and I would probably have continued working at the coffee shop until I left. I figured the best way to keep my hands busy, and to stay up with my peers would be to do an internship during these few months rather than the summer months which were now unavailable. United Way of Nashville was the first place I was directed when I began asking around how to go about getting a non-profit internship, and it turned out they were in need of my help.


I haven’t expected anything, except experience in the field I may one day find myself and more “practice, practice, practice” before embarking to study in one of the most highly regarded countries for design—no big deal. But since I began working, people have not held back their gratitude and amazement that I’d be willing to do so much worth without getting paid or credited in some way. I’ve been treated to an amazing lunch and some subway sandwiches, and today, a fellow employee (not even in the marketing department) handed me $15 for everything that I’ve been doing for United Way. I still can’t believe how giving these people are, considering how little workers in non-profits are paid, and how they’re so used to people volunteering for things. I came not expecting anything, and I’m amazed at how much I’ve already gotten out of this experience. And I’m only halfway!

Spoon-feeding America

This one is by a classmate of mine, Matt Chase. Remember that name, because he’s going to be stinkin famous one of these days>>


Today, I showed a pretty simple straight-forward logo design to a woman on the UW marketing team. The design consists of a sketchy quality table with the numbers 156 over it- intended as a logo for a society called “Table 156”. I asked her if she thought it would be O.K. if I kept out the word “table” and kept the design more abstract, but still easily recognizable as a table and the number 156. It quickly escalated into what i would loosely consider a “lecture” about how one needs to spoon-feed people information these days, because the average American is not so bright. [thus write “table” too] Another marketing guy was in the room too, and before working at UW he was at a non-profit that teaches adults how to read. He stated the fact that the average American is at the 6th grade reading level, which I trust that he knows, and had no idea was the case. Though they both were trying not to be cynical, and have worked many years in the nonprofit business, I couldn’t bring myself to believe that the average American can’t look deeper, recognize patterns, and call on experiences we have embedded in the back of our brains.


You don’t have to have a collegiate reading level to see green on a to-go coffee cup and automatically think “Starbucks,” or see a round check mark or red target sign and know the name that’s associated. In class, I feel like we’ve learned how to simplify something to its most basic parts–like a computer icon or bathroom symbol–so at one glance one can know exactly what to expect, but in a way that is still abstract and aesthetically interesting. When we continually give people everything they need to know whenever they want it, then they never have expectations put on them to use any effort.

Coincidentally, the same type of thing has actually started happening at the house. One of my roommates is very, for lack of better words, “domestic”. She is very interested in interior design, and has a strong need for neat and tidy. Almost everything in the house belongs to her, or at least everything that’s not hidden (as in some misfit dishes that don’t match the others, or any plastic cups) and all the rooms are decorated to her liking. It’s hard not to feel like you’re a guest in her home. She spends a good amount of time at home, more than me and B, which gives her ample time to work on these interests. She is an amazingly nice girl, but (like the UW marketing team) yesterday she finally confronted me and B about not pulling out weight around the house. I can see where she’s coming from.

We don’t exactly neglect everything, but she has taken scrubbing the bathroom on herself, and has taken the trash out and done the dishes a few more times than us. Just like my employers, though, I feel kind of like I had been babied this whole time, so much that I hadn’t really even noticed. Like i was living with my mom again, where things just happen and I do chores when I’m asked and not just out of a feeling of responsibility. I think it’s unnecessary to let those feelings build up without giving a chance for the feelings of responsibility to “build up,” or at least to give a reminder. Just like my coworkers, I think it’s unfair to have such a strong and cynical view on the average American, after “spoon-feeding” every bit of information to a viewer, when as designers we are given a chance to push people to look further than just the surface level.
Circle of Design

My hard drive came in today! So while I was copying everything on my computer onto it, I watched podcasts from my phone. I went through a few intro-to-german videos, and picked up some greetings: Guten Morgen! Then I found an application I could add to my phone that had all the TED series talks from famous designers. TED is something I found out from my classes back in Kansas. Apperently it’s a super expensive convention with tons of amazing lectures on design and such, but they always end up as podcasts later (kind of like Urban Outfitters, and they’re wonderful clothes that you just have to be patient for a few months and they always go on sale).

Lately for class we’ve been having to keep blogs, and use the blog as our outlet for responding to readings our professor assigns along with videos, and AWESOME Debbie Millman web interviews. Anyway, I absolutely hated this “extra work.” It was taking something I loved, and assigning it on top of already time consuming projects. Making me hate it and ignore it. This follows the pattern I have set since I was in 6th grade, where my planner was graded based on how well it was filled in, and assigned readings for every night for books I maybe would’ve wanted to read if they weren’t forced on us. I still have yet to use a planner, and cliff notes became my best friend. (side note: In High School I never used cliff noted and actually loved most of the books we read- I cried at the end of A Tale of Two Cities). The point of all of this is that now that I’m not being assigned to watch these videos and respond, I want to. In most interests, like indie music for example, you have to be inside the “circle”. This is how you’re music stays fresh and up to date, or your design, and you’re filled with new inspirations.

Here is a quote from David Carson that I really liked from the podcast I was watching:

“What’s next is people. As we get more technically driven the importance of people becomes more than ever before. You have to utilize who you are in your work. Nobody else can pull from your background; from your parents, your upbringing, your whole life of experience. If you allow that to happen it’s really the only way to do some unique work and you’re going to enjoy the work a lot more as well.”
Sleep-over Saturday

It’s been super cold here lately. Not quite as cold as it’s been in lawrence though! School started Thursday for KU. I actually kind of miss it. Probably because I haven’t really been working on a whole lot of graphic design projects, more just database entries and meetings and such. It’s really hard to be in a cubicle all day, even though I decorated it awesomely. I still get really antsy when I don’t have anything to work on and it’s close to leaving time.


People have been really awesome with offering me rides to work or the bus station downtown, so that I only have to take 1 bus. I’m trying to cut back on complaining about it because so many people have no choice but to use it, and I only have to for 3 months. But the last story I’ll tell about it is that thursday morning, my bus driver took 2 stops for himself, one to get a pastry at sweet 16th pastry shop, and then next at a gas station to buy a bottle of water. It took me 45 min to finally get to the mcc (downtown bus station where you transfer busses) and to top it off I got asked to coffee by a 40-something guy.

Anyway, I have slowly gotten some design projects so my posts hopefully will become more about design and my internship; less decorating and bus complaining.
Trader Joe’s Dunkers

My favorite thing about Nashville: Trader Joe’s and their chocolatey dunkers. Trader Joe’s is like a whole foods filled with healthy organic and natural foods, but they are cheaper and awesome! They have many products under their own brand, including these milano shaped cookies, and dipped one one side in chocolate, that have changed my life and the way I eat. I have noticed that I get hungrier faster, and eat my meal quicker just so i can sit down with the beautiful tub of cookies and my favorite mug with french pressed coffee, and dunk until my hearts content.


Thank you Nashville.